Uncertain times

istock_000015542333medium.jpgI’m still not sure whether I’m doing this thing right, but I’ll crack on anyway.

It’s been an emotional few days as I have seen some old friends / work colleagues who have all been asking me about bow it feels to be moving on.  Truth is – I don’t really know because I don’t think I really know what on earth I am going to do.  So suddenly I feel scared.  What the hell AM I going to do?

Friends who have ‘retired’ say ‘I don’t know how I managed to find time to work, I’m so busy’  Bollocks!  I think they are just looking for things to fill the time between  9 and 5 that they used to fill by doing a job of work.

I am NOT retiring.  I want to do something meaningful not just a series of part-time activities that other people think I ought to try.

So – let’s hope I can get my act together over the next few weeks so I don’t end up just filling the hours..